Your not the only one... i knw the feeling

Been very ill and busy lately so havent done much and the weather isn't helping T-T
Still trying to think of the next chapter for Emy Storm's log

Yeah so if I'm right when I was looking at the Gundam Pilot's grades I think I put her under Quatre....

Oh i get it now

Remember when you were a child and you went to see an adventure movie. Remember that feeling of wishing you were there with the characters and you had this energy that didn’t seem to go away for what seemed like forever? Well let me tell you know. That is not the energy you get in a war. It’s always worrying, harshness, seriousness... Those are the feelings you get. When I’m worried I always act serious and thoughtful. I never understood why exactly. I get scared sometime when I think of all that blood. I wonder what colour blood those Champhcume have?! WAIT!!! Where the hell did that come from? Okay sorry getting a bit too serious and thoughtful. Anyway back to what I’m doing.

Right now Captain Ichigo is introducing us to Eli Nails. It made no sense why the leader of the mobile suits would be on the final ship into battle. Oh well. Maybe he just missed the other ships. Ha! Doubt it. It’s strange mind. I never heard of him before in the Preventer’s. And I have a good memory of names. I’ve worked with loads of people in the Preventer’s. Maybe he’s with one of the other groups. Oh well. No point in wasting time on him.

“Preventers, this is Eli Nails. He is in charge of the mobile suit force of the Experimental Fleet.” Said Captain Ichigo, indicating to the young man before us. I turned my head to look at the man. He was quite cute. What?!?! I’m an 18 year old girl. I can dream. Anyway it’s not like he’s interested in me. He would probably fall for Rose or Jasmine... Since they’re the only ones not taken apart from me. Besides we’re in a war. No love for any of us. There’s no guarantee we’re even gonna live after this mission. This isn’t for the faint hearted. I seem to do a lot of phasing out lately because next thing I know Eli Nails is standing in front of me.

“This is Preventer Hikari. Emmy Storm.” Said Captain Ichigo standing next to me. Eli gave a small smirk at me and extended his hand. I lifted my hand and shook his. I gave a small smile towards him.

“It’s an honour to meet you Miss Storm.” Said Eli still smiling at me.

“Please, the honour is all mine.” I smiled back at him. I let go of his hand and watched as he went to greet my other comrades.  I watched as he did so... There was something about him that seemed different about him. Not that I’ve-met-him-before-and-he-wasn’t-like-this, kind of different. More like he’s different from other soldiers around here. He seems calm and relaxed at being around ten Preventers that could probably kick his ass any day. Mind you to be commander of the mobile suits he must be pretty smart and strong. I wonder what he’s done to make himself Captain of the Mobile Suit force. Must have been pretty amazing or brave to do that. No point in wasting time.

Captain Ichigo tells us to rest and head back to our rooms. Everyone seems to evacuate out of the room apart from me. I watch all of them. Each having their own reasons for joining this force. What’s mine I bet your wondering?  To be honest I have no idea myself.  I’m still trying to find out. If you asked me at this moment it would be-

“Why are you here Miss Storm?” I turned a bit startled by the voice. The only person still in the room is Eli Nails. I looked at him confused. Did he mean in the room or the battle. “Why are you fighting Miss Storm?” Okay thanks for somehow reading my mind.

“I don’t know.” I said with a shrug. “I guess because it’s my duty.”  He smirked at me. Why was he smirking?! Had I said something? Is there something on m face? Whatever his reason was its starting to bug me. “Is there anything you want?” I asked calmly.

“Yeah.” He answered. He turned so he was now fully facing me. He was kind of muscular but not like those guys who ever work themselves and then look horrible. He was kind of tall, well many people where to me. I’m not exactly the tallest person in the world am I? “Don’t worry too much about the fighting.” He spoke calmly. “Just focus on getting there. Don’t stress out before we start fighting.” Then he left the room. Probably going to the control room. What did he mean by don’t worry about fighting?! Of course I’m going to worry; I’m in a fucking war ya know!!! Oh I give up. I’ll just head back to my cabin.

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In my cabin the girls are all doing their own thing. Jasmine seems to be a loner because she’s just sitting on her bed away from everyone else reading. She doesn’t even seem to be all there. Jessica is getting into an in-depth story about her last mission. She seems very dramatic compared to the rest of us. She seems to be the knuckle head kind of girl who you can always rely on. The last girl Rose just seems too innocent for this job. She reminds me, for some reason, of those little kids who love listening to stories and then goes off pretending that she is one of the characters. I’m gonna fit in well here. My friends use to be like this... I just wish I could see them again. They were on that colony that got destroyed a while ago. Me? Why wasn’t I on there? I was training on Earth to be a Preventer. I wonder what would have happened if I was there instead of them? Oh well.

“Yo, Emmy?” That brought me out of thought. “Where have ya been?” Asked Jessica. Did I mention she was the nosiest person alive? I rolled my eyes at her. I walked over to my bed on top on Jasmine’s (bunk beds). Jessica looked up at me. Still waiting for my answer. “Well?”

“Well what?” I asked, playing dumb.

“Where were you?” She asked again.

“I took a walk around.” I lied. Like I was going to tell her I was talking to Eli. She’d probably think there was something between us. Who cares? “Besides since when do you care?” I asked calmly. Last I checked senior preventers didn’t usually talk to juniors. It’s like in school. You have the jocks (field agents), populars (senior preventers), the political (office preventers) and the goody to shoes (junior preventers). Why am I even discussing this?

I lay back on my bed and closed my eyes. I wonder what the battles are going to be like. Oh well.  Just get comfortable and blank my mind and soon I’m asleep.

You know with the Newtype grade... I don't actually know what F[d] means... Could ya explain please.

fair enough

Well once i use Egyptiandarkmagiciangilr and a few people thought i was egyptian too

Don't worry u should see the names i use to use as usernames

wat Quizilla? Yeah im on it